Form 1: still childish, playing around, so funnnn.... I enjoyed whole year in form 1... ); even though we fought, we get back together eventually, best friends forgive each other, play around, hug each other, really close... );

But WHY??!! Form 2 life sucks, sucks damn much.. Seriously, why??!! I HATE FORM 2 :'(
First month; Boring but peaceful life...
Second month; getting worse and felt more lonely but nobody, NOBODY knows my feelings.. But it's okay, i won't show it..

Third month; SUCKED ALOT ;( Arguements started.. They doesn't know my feelings, kept on hurting, and hurting me.. I din show it but i cried alot ;( NOBODY knows still... She abandoned me, she abandoned me too, they follow them ;( BUT NOBODY STAND ON MY SIDE except the form 1 friends which still cares about me.. i helped them.. i helped and helped but still, nobody feels for me.. why? they thought i was selfish, scolded her when she abandoned me.. i know i was wrong too, but i've NEVER abandoned her before.. ;( a bunch of ppl tht doesn't appreciate what they have.. and now, i suffered.. not on the outside but on the inside.. ;( lonely living in this lonely world.. but, i still won't give up on my dream, even without them.. ;( haiz, i dun understand, can't understand at all..

So pn malliga, r u happy? u said i made the wrong frens.. but now, i don't have a TRUE friend that will care for me, really care for me by heart.. maybe i have, but we don't have the same dream and she's gonna leave soon.. i'm LONELYYY ;(