Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Life is getting way better nowadays~ Though sumtimes i still feel bored in class, it improves alot xD~ Last Sunday, Suzen and I went to McDonalds and we met this stupid lady..

I have no idea wats her intentionand she just came and beg for donations. Suzen and me was like o.o but going to take out our money when she said 'I want 10 ringgit.' and Suzen was like 'We dun hav so much' she wasn't ashamed or sumthin and continue asking for all te amount we had on our body. She scolded us when we acted slower then we didn't want to give so we just said sorry. But she scolded 'stupid fellas' and suzen was lyk 'wth o.o'

damn funny xD anyway, yesterday 2 police dogs came to our school.. I was SO amazed. It was so cute and many pl went to touch it. But i didn't get to T.T

Have a nice life guys~~
-Susan-

6:56 AM
Susan Ong

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Saturday, April 2011 /:
I'm still addicted to this drama -- He's beautiful even though i watched it lyk already 2 months ago~ :P WHY am i so addicted?? (; but i like it :DD lol

3:58 AM
Susan Ong

Thursday, April 14, 2011

These days turned out to be better (: even though i'm quite disappointed, its still fine (: Last Sunday there is a prize giving day in our school~ I went xD even though i din get any prizes D; haha but still, i went to perform. It was fun :D And i felt really happy to be with all my friends in club kebudayaan (:

Anyway, sad days come and go but happy days are still there (: And I finally realized tht pjk was actually fun! This was my first time in 2011 playing with my classmates dodgeball and netball (LOL?) because i always skip pjk.. But still, yeahh..

Yesterday KH teacher wasn't here~ we played charade xD haha damn funny.. I hope life gets better and better (: and i hope my results can get better still.. These days are damn tiring and busy ): homework, studies, projects....... DUH ><

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!! and myself too xDD

8:24 PM
Susan Ong

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Life changed alot in secondary school... >< Really, really changed..

Form 1: still childish, playing around, so funnnn.... I enjoyed whole year in form 1... ); even though we fought, we get back together eventually, best friends forgive each other, play around, hug each other, really close... );

But WHY??!! Form 2 life sucks, sucks damn much.. Seriously, why??!! I HATE FORM 2 :'(
First month; Boring but peaceful life...
Second month; getting worse and felt more lonely but nobody, NOBODY knows my feelings.. But it's okay, i won't show it..

Third month; SUCKED ALOT ;( Arguements started.. They doesn't know my feelings, kept on hurting, and hurting me.. I din show it but i cried alot ;( NOBODY knows still... She abandoned me, she abandoned me too, they follow them ;( BUT NOBODY STAND ON MY SIDE except the form 1 friends which still cares about me.. i helped them.. i helped and helped but still, nobody feels for me.. why? they thought i was selfish, scolded her when she abandoned me.. i know i was wrong too, but i've NEVER abandoned her before.. ;( a bunch of ppl tht doesn't appreciate what they have.. and now, i suffered.. not on the outside but on the inside.. ;( lonely living in this lonely world.. but, i still won't give up on my dream, even without them.. ;( haiz, i dun understand, can't understand at all..

So pn malliga, r u happy? u said i made the wrong frens.. but now, i don't have a TRUE friend that will care for me, really care for me by heart.. maybe i have, but we don't have the same dream and she's gonna leave soon.. i'm LONELYYY ;(

*April 2011*

7:23 PM
Susan Ong