Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

It has been a busy week.
Although I only have two tuitions, I have a huge responsibility in many places.

Library---
Being a secretary isn't really that fun at all. Sometimes it's nice to keep myself busy, forget about things. But now I find it reaaaally tiring. I mean, I have to run class by class just to look for the librarians to ask for their duty days and tell them about meetings and stuff. Reports too. Attendance list, contact lists omg. Well, no matter what I'm still going to do my best at this and fulfill all my duties as perfect as possible! It's kinda disappointing though, that we're not allowed to organize our own camps :(

PC Cillin, Rumah Sukan---
The AGM for PC Cillin ( Yellow House ) yesterday. After votings I was voted to become the Penolong Ketua Rumah Sukan, Vice House President. I didn't know I would get chosen, I wasn't even an athlete! I felt really stressed up when I got this post but since I got it I have to do it well.

Wushu Club, Chinese Club, Volleyball Club---
Today is the AGM for the clubs. I was chosen by teacher to be the secretary for wushu club, the president of Chinese Club and the Vice president of volleyball club. How am I going to cope omg..

8.1.2014

10:47 PM
Susan Ong

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Terrible day. Mum slapped me twice on the face. I don't understand how she can tolerate my brother so much. I didnt even raise my voice to her! She hates me. Maybe not. But I still can't understand why she slapped me. I just stated the fact. The ugly truth. She seldom slap me. Sigh I just have to accept the fact that I'm a useless daughter, just as she said.

8:03 PM
Susan Ong

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

I've came to realise that I update my blog every once a year. I'm such a failure! Hahah.

This year made a lot of changes to me. I have loads and loads of activities and I just cant find the right time to rearrange my thoughts and feelings. This post is just gonna be the start of the complaints in my life.

#October 8
Had accounts exam today. It sucked. I wanted to aim for straight As, but apparently thats not gonna happen sooner or later so can I just give up? Biology sucked too. I had to come to school for 4 days to take exams while the others will just probably have to come for, say two days? The amount of subjects I take. Sigh its just that I really preferred accounts over those science subjects.

There's so many things going on that makes me feel mentally tired. I feel like fainting right now.
Piano competition coming up, Yamaha SAC piano exam coming up, school exams for one month, Camp preparation, Rhythmic gymnastics training and volleyball training for MSSD next year.
Its fun really, but I know I wont be able to cope with this lifestyle if I continue to do these things.

I'm sorta broke right now and I feel like working after exams but I know its not possible so whatevs.

Here's a picture of a rhythmic gymnast!

Signing off.

-- Susan --

11:14 PM
Susan Ong

Thursday, November 1, 2012

It's like how many days after pmr and this is the first time I posted on my blog this year. I'm too lazy I guess. Or maybe to busy? Anyway, what did I do this whole year that I even forgotten about my blog? Hmm study? Okay this year is a really busy year.

I passed my Yamaha fundamentals (SAC, Grade 5) exam in May. Wow time really flies and I'm going to take Yamaha Performance exam next yearend. Andd, I joined 4 piano competitions this year. Suddenly :O Cause I didn't join any last year. I didn't get through for the first one and I didn't win for the second either. But I got 3rd for the third one haha. Such a coincidence. The fourth one is coming around the corner on 9th November. I don't expect to win though. Just to get some experience :)

Today is a Friday. Woke up quite early in the morning for volleyball training. It's tiring but it's really fun today. This is only the third time I'm going for volleyball training. I don't think that I'm going tomorrow (though I really want to) cause I have to practice for a play, or you can say sketch. It would be okay, but honestly, I prefer going for volleyball training rather than the practice.

I really like sports and I wanna train my wushu for next year but, the time for wushu training is clashing my rhythmic gymnastics training andd, Saturday is a busy day. Plus, I really cannot miss rhythmic gymnastics training anymore because MSSD is held on January next year, which is 2013 already. I have only 3 months, THREE months to train and I'm far from ready. Although I'm having double classes, I still can't really cope up. Grade 3 and 4 really make a big difference.

I really like sports but I have decided to further in musics, not sports. Because I might not be able to achieve in sports too much as I start everything at a not-very-young age :/ But it's okay, because I enjoy music a lot too.

By the way, I now realise that by writing here, I can improve my english. Due to lack of time in school, we don't really write and even though we write, we write in formats and not freely like this.

Okay now, about PMR ._. I have nothing to say except that I finally got out from the stressful life in september till mid-october. Life in september: Wake up in the morning, straight away to school. Come back from school, straight to tuition for 4 hours. Come back from tuition, straight to my study table till late night. Lifeless right? But at least I'm satisfied with my progress in academics. Except for Mandarin. I don't think I can get an A in mandarin but I think I can for the others :) I hope.

I've decided to choose Pure Science stream +chinese and accounts. It would be stressful but I think I can cope with it and I hope I can too. Wish me luck *cross fingers :)

9:09 PM
Susan Ong

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

OH MY UKISS <3

7:36 PM
Susan Ong

Hmm its a long time since i updated my blog >< I always have hard time updating it .__.

Argh It's really annoying~

Well next week is exams and i should start my revision.. Should I? ;O

Have just posted few days ago but..

Hmm still thinking whether i should deactivate my fb account?

I haven't been going on fb recently~

I prefer twitter more actually

coz i can stalk my idols OHOHO

jkjk xD

LOL THIS IS HUGE xD AHH i wanna post some pics ;)

7:08 PM
Susan Ong

Monday, October 10, 2011

Hmm haven't been posting now for a long time.

I didn't know what to write.

Not now either.

But i knew that i've stopped for a very long time.

LOL i now came to realise that this is some kind of diary for me to simply scribble around. xD

I haven't been writing here for more than a month. I now started to think what had i done in the last month?

Nothing really. Except non-stop reading storybooks? Well, i read more than 3 last week, which is more than usual. As i had to go to school usually.

Last whole week i had holiday too. But my holiday seems much more busier. I've been teaching my brother for the whole week last week.

Though he doesn't seem to appreciate. *shrugs*

Well anyway, my weekend was fully occupied though.

I also realised that many people graduated last week.

#Saturday

Went for wushu in the morning.

Came back and bathed my dog.

Too bad i had to skip gym class today.

Went to Universiti Malaya for cous sis's graduation xD

Ahh look at the sight of the graduatees (o.o?)

I feel that i want to graduate in university too xD

Though i have to wait another 10 years i guess ):

#Sunday

Went for gym extra training in the morning

(Gym= Rhythmic gymnastics, many people thought i'm into Artistics xD)

and then when for Freestyle Hip hop class rehearsals (for a annual dinner performance xD)

This is my first year in this dance academy and i kinda look forward to it.

Hope i can do well xD

Mum went to my 2 cous bro's graduation xD

Missed it for the rehearsals~

Well, i browsed through their pics though ;)

Anyway, I'm going to take Yamaha syllabus's teacher's grade Fundamentals exam next year and i'm looking forward to it~!

Fighting~~ ^^

Nothing much and nothing more interesting things to do or say x.x

hmm maybe i'll post some of my darling's pics? (jkjk)

Ah and i'm thinking of writing a chinese novel during this holiday~

I don't think my english is good enough to write xD

But i'll improve myself~ ^^

안녕~ have been learning korean for some time xD not really good in it though ):

8:04 PM
Susan Ong